Why wait?

After all this, I don't know.
I can't be bothered?

It's all pointless anyway. It's all monsters in hiding, but they're waiting,
and why make them wait any longer?
It's just time, and once you're past it it's like it never even existed.
So in that sense the past doesn't matter, but the future doesn't exist, so that doesn't matter either.
All we are is the present, and the present is utter shit.
The present is heart heart beating
waiting to be
knocked out
to be
killed.
The present is hiding from monsters who could be anywhere.
Why hide?
Why wait

It's not going to matter in a thousand years,
and the time will really fly once it's over.