Silent solitude

I don't really know what to say now that I haven't already covered.

Everyone's sad so it's not a big deal.
Everyone goes into depressive states sometimes, so it's not a big deal.
Everyone's considered it.
I know everyone has.

So really, it's not a big deal.
Silent soldiers die every day, you know?
Support the troops, and all that.

But also I've been thinking, and I think going to sleep and never waking up would be perfect.
I'd be happy in my silent solitude of slumber.
I could dream.

I think my only fear is that if I fall asleep into that slumber, I won't ever wake up and it'll be nightmares for the rest of my life. Forever.

And you know, god, I really hate nightmares a lot.