I love you. So much...

Oh, the cravings...

How much I wantwantwant everything that I just. can't. have. And you... oh how Iwant you.

But everything seems to be getting in the way, and I'm confused and backwards and alone.

But I just... can't stop wanting you, and I can't even tell you.

I just- I don't want to hurt you. No, I want to help you. I want to make everything better for you. I want to make everything perfect and happy and soft and bright and wonderful.

Ah, but that can't happen.

No, because I'm a bad person.

You deserve better.
You deserve normal.